The trip technically started today, so I'd of been alone at school with only a few people for company...Percy went today and Archie doesn't come in on Wednesday so today I stayed home preparing for what could be a rough few days. I'm planning on annoying one of my other mates while I'm there, if anyone can keep me calm, it's cookie. ♥
I'm definitely nervous, that's out of the question. I'm also excited to a certain extent. I've come a long, long way from how I was when I started at that school, (maybe one day I'll tell you a bit about my background, it might help some of you,) but I don't know how I'm going to keep my anxiety at bay.
At the moment I'm handling my anxiety by telling myself...
- I can do it.
- I've been before, I know what everything is like.
- I can always come home.
- I have support.
I also try...
- Talking to people.
- Every time something bad comes to mind, I think of three positives.
In a way, I'm trying not to think about it. I don't really know why but I am, it doesn't come to mind much but when it does that's all I can think about. I know logically that I'll be fine, I doubt I'll get hurt. I don't really know which part makes me so anxious, I just know that whatever it is, I'm definitely anxious of it. Maybe it's being away from home? Or putting my full care over to my schools hands? Either way, just writing this blog post my hands are beginning to shake. I'm gonna stop her before I really do make my self nervous, I haven't packed yet so I'll make sure to update you. My next post might be coming from my dorm room on the trip, who knows.
Any situations that you guys are in that's making you nervous? Please, feel free to leave them in the comments below.
~Sophie ♥
I'm definitely nervous, that's out of the question. I'm also excited to a certain extent. I've come a long, long way from how I was when I started at that school, (maybe one day I'll tell you a bit about my background, it might help some of you,) but I don't know how I'm going to keep my anxiety at bay.
At the moment I'm handling my anxiety by telling myself...
- I can do it.
- I've been before, I know what everything is like.
- I can always come home.
- I have support.
I also try...
- Talking to people.
- Every time something bad comes to mind, I think of three positives.
In a way, I'm trying not to think about it. I don't really know why but I am, it doesn't come to mind much but when it does that's all I can think about. I know logically that I'll be fine, I doubt I'll get hurt. I don't really know which part makes me so anxious, I just know that whatever it is, I'm definitely anxious of it. Maybe it's being away from home? Or putting my full care over to my schools hands? Either way, just writing this blog post my hands are beginning to shake. I'm gonna stop her before I really do make my self nervous, I haven't packed yet so I'll make sure to update you. My next post might be coming from my dorm room on the trip, who knows.
Any situations that you guys are in that's making you nervous? Please, feel free to leave them in the comments below.
~Sophie ♥